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SidhlairielI sat on the balcony
listing to the trees
as they share stoires of the past
and the oceans whispering about adventure
my time is near
for i will leave soon
but do not worry
for i live in memory
for the trees well tell my storie
to those who pass though these woods
and the oceans well whisper my name for a lifetime and more
i will be gone but will live on
and you will know
about all the pain
all the love
and all the adventers i had
all you have to do is listin to nature
and you will hear
For love is lost 4-Alex-
It was late
just gotten home from work
he was sitting on the coffee table
she was on the couch in front of him
she was crying but nodding her head in a yes manner
he had that sad but strict look in his eyes
As i walked i already knew
it was about Jamie
it was about the unrequierd love
that the two share.
it hurts to see how pained everyone seems to be
over this one thing
i gess i just dont understand
iv always had that love connection
i know josh didnt untell me
so he makes sence out of this
well this situation i gess youd call it.
As i reached them Abrei was wiping her eyes
and josh was hugging her
as she left she said nothing
just nodded meckly
thats when Josh turned to me
"She understand" and walked towred the bedroom
so i reached for my phono
to call Jamie
to help sort this mess out.
For love is lost 3-Josh-
is so sad
it reminds me of Alex and i
only our love wasnt as blind
We always loved eachother
and didnt let anything get in our way
i belive if they tried harder they would succed
heh its almost funny how diffrent we are
Abrei is my best freind but i swear somtimes she can be so
so just blind to love
and Jamie shes like a sister to me and it pains me to see
all the confusion and heartbreak
that this youngin goes though
For love is lost 2Jamie
I hate it
its not fair
just becasue im young
does not mean i cant love
i can love fairly well im sure of it
if i love you and you love me
it shouldnt matter right
five years i have to wait five years
by then youll have moved on parbly meet the person of your dreams
and it hurts to know that it wont be me
I want you to wait but
at the same time i dont want to hold you back
and i think that hurts the most
Wow Being 14 and in love sucks
For love is lost-Abrei-
I sit on my roof Thinking of you
thinkin on how we can never be
somtimes being 18 is unfair
maybe to you being 14 is unfair
But dont worry.
Becasue you only have 5 years
then we can be together.
Hah who am i kidding
by that time youll move on
but i wont and ill be alone
I dont matter though
only thing that matters is that your happy
even if its not me that causes
thats love and life i gess
Myspace IM 4LindseyLove<333: Watchin Warped Wensdays on FUSE
ErinBaby<333: ohh cool.
HayLu: me to
LindseyLove<33: UGH it just started playin Justin beabier and
Stephen:What does that have to do with Warped tour?????
Taylor:yeah right? like isnt warped tour skater punk
LindseyLove<333:I dont even know they just ruin it. And yeah its
Skater punk alternative with some pop type stuff
but not much
ErinBaby<333:he sounds like a chick and what is mile
Because of adommy-looking at tommy and adam licking video-
Jamie-ugh stright my ass.
Erin- no no hes stright thats just all the sexual tension between them due to there
Josh-umm yeah no hes gay
Erin-psssh how would you now
Josh-looking up from his magizine* really?
Jamie-umm erin hun hes gay
Josh-anyyway every thing that i have seen posted or on youtube tommys always kissing
back so yeahh.
Erin-Just playing to fangirls
Josh-what about the sexual tension hmm?
Erin- i-it could be both
Jamie- i think your only aloud to have oone point
Erin-whos side are you om huh?
Jamie-plutos becaus eit deserves to be a planet agin
Alex-*walking in the backround* i agree with that
Josh- alex shut up your not part of this back to my point if they just wanted to play to
fangirls the could fake it like Gee and Frank did
Erin- uhh well s-shut up
Josh- i win
Erin- do not you dont know wha
Myspace Im 3ErinBaby-I wuv you Shane
JustAnimals-whaat i though you loved me D=
AndyBoo-You guys certenly flirt alot
Emiily-Like Erins loverboy and swade
JustAnimals-only we flirt more publicly
Swade-WE DO NOT FLIRT!!!!
AndyBoo-then why so defensive
In real life(cause i this whole conversation happened in class
over the phono)
Shane:*blushing like mad*
He sat in bed
awaiting his savor
As he silintly crys over the scars
they cover his arm
thay remind him
of the mistakes and the pain
so he'll never forget.
Alex he's just another 'jock'
he beats up kids and dosnt care
Until he see's Josh
When he see's the scars that litter the boy's body
he dosn't understand but he try's
He want's to be let in
and Josh let's him
Because in a perfect world
He could be Josh's savior.
a dangerous hallucinationThe light coming through the window was bright,
much too bright.
Even though my eyes were closed
I could see it-
The skin of my arms prickled,
sweat dripped from my brow.
It was two in the afternoon but…
the sun was setting
through the window facing east.
I should have seen the hutch,
shelves lined with bone china
decorated with delicate leaves and vines.
I was so thirsty
and reaching for cups that should have been there.
Instead I found a billboard of butterflies,
the colors raging
more than any rainbow
I'd ever seen.
Their wings fluttered and flashed
yet somehow they moved in slow motion.
I wanted to stand,
wanted to reach out and touch them but…
I couldn't move,
and yet I laughed
ignoring my dry mouth
and the tingling in my feet.
There was a tempest
on the rise
and in my blood.
A sugar rush disguised
as a riot of butterflies
and they were swarming me.
There was a small vial
of insulin in my pocket
that I nev
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